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2/20

• pay bills
• grocery shop
• cook noodles. (yea that’s so asian get over it)
• spam resume
• finally make + send rj that resume. (got you bro. pre thanks and post thanks)
• practice practice practice.

toodles tumblr. enjoy the queue.

random late night thoughts

growing up it was never ‘try harder you’ll get it next time’ or ‘good job that came out nice’
it was always ‘how come they’re so much better than you’ or ‘why wasn’t it perfect’
kinda sucks when you actually tried and was excited to show your parents the results of your best effort and they shoot you down like that.
and then pops wonders why i don’t try harder at things.
i guess that’s something I’ve come to realize about myself. i’d rather not try because i’m afraid of failure. afraid that my best isn’t good enough. so i always lean on the mentality of ‘yeah i didn’t do so great but tbh i really didn’t put the effort in.’
guess i need some fixing.

productive day… sorta.

• wake up at 11
• clean garage
• do dishes
• toss all trash in house
• do laundry
• watch 101 dalmatians before work
• teach

ok. so kinda lame. more than i usually get done tho.

Gonna be up till sunrise watching old Disney movies. I’m such a loser.

So I’m gonna learn Beethoven’s 31st Sonata.

practice practice practice!

Torn between whether or not I should sell Lulu.  Something came up and I may or may not need that money.  But my brother’s tellin me don’t do it.  So. idk.