Good News, Bad News
- Bad News: My winter hibernation has left me skinny, pale, and dropped my weight to 125
- Good News: I can eat whatever the hell I want while I get back in shape
toodles tumblr. enjoy the queue.
growing up it was never ‘try harder you’ll get it next time’ or ‘good job that came out nice’
it was always ‘how come they’re so much better than you’ or ‘why wasn’t it perfect’
kinda sucks when you actually tried and was excited to show your parents the results of your best effort and they shoot you down like that.
and then pops wonders why i don’t try harder at things.
i guess that’s something I’ve come to realize about myself. i’d rather not try because i’m afraid of failure. afraid that my best isn’t good enough. so i always lean on the mentality of ‘yeah i didn’t do so great but tbh i really didn’t put the effort in.’
guess i need some fixing.
ok. so kinda lame. more than i usually get done tho.
Gonna be up till sunrise watching old Disney movies. I’m such a loser.
practice practice practice!
Torn between whether or not I should sell Lulu. Something came up and I may or may not need that money. But my brother’s tellin me don’t do it. So. idk.